FUCK

I can't imagine fucking without putting my whole being into it. Casual sex has never been on my agenda. Sure, casual by nature, a fleeting meeting on bodies with no strings attached but not so casual as to deny the importance of the occassion. For it is an occassion, a big one. Two (or more) people sharing THE most intimate human act possible. How can it be taken casually? Every single time I have sex, fuck, screw, shag, make love, I feel honored. It may seem a strange word to use but I do feel that. It may be a casual encounter but it still contains an element of seriousness.

There are those that have one night stands and are ok with that. I imagine there is a small part of them that feels a little cheated though. Cheated to not have that extra undeniable connection that is present every single time two people get together to fuck.

Suffice to say, I take my fucking seriously, but not myself. I often imagine the sight of myself fucking and I have had the opportunity to do so thanks to a hotel video moment with an old flame (the tape has gone missing and neither myself or my ex have been able to locate it so I expect to see it pop up on the internet sooner or later). What a comical sight it was. It's a good job I have a big penis or it would have been even funnier!